Monday, January 3, 2011

The one question..

I haven't been asked another question more in my life than the one I've had to answer in the past few months by family, friends, classmates, professors, etc... "So... why are you joining the Peace Corps?" It's funny, because although I've had to answer this question tons of times, I still don't know exactly how to answer it. How do you explain intuition?? That feeling deep down in your heart, mind and soul? I know that sounds cheesy, but it's so true! There are the obvious reasons -- to help in another place on earth,  experience a life changing adventure, to grow and learn, spread awareness, to learn about a different culture, to take part in positive change, etc... But really, there are tons of different avenues to fulfill those reasons. When others ask, "Can't you just particpiate in one of those volunteer programs that last a few months instead of 2 years??" Well, yes I can. But, since I'm a big believer in following your intuition... I'm following that gut feeling about PC that puts a smile on my face every time I feel it. I am excited, happy, and anxious for my departure (which is tentatively scheduled August 2011). I am also nervous and scared shitless! This is something that I've heard so many crazy stories about, something that, when I was younger, never ever pictured myself doing, and something that seems so far away, yet is approaching so soon. Right now, I need support, guidance and  wise words... (oh, and some cash would be nice!)


I've been nominated for Latin America, Business Advising, August 2011. I'm patiently waiting to receive my medical forms so I can start the medical review process. I had to complete a "pre-medical evaluation" first before starting the "regular" medical review. So, that's what I'm doing now.. waiting to pass the pre-medical review part, which should be fine. Also, I've heard that several volunteers that were initially nominated for Latin America ended up serving else where. So, I'm crossing my fingers that my region nomination, Latin America, won't be changed.. but who knows? Leaving it in God's hands.

I got my nomination letter in September 2010 for my departure of August 2011.. At that time, Aug 2011 seemed SO far away! I thought to myself, "I have almost one whole year before I leave." Well, let me just say that since then, the months have never gone by faster. I graduate from CSULB in May, move back home in June.. then, depart in August... Life is so unpredictable though, isn't it? I may be typing all of this, setting my heart and soul on it, planning for it, and truly believing that is what I'm going to do. But who really knows what'll happen tomorrow? So, for now.. I'm going to leave it at this.. PC is something that I have an amazing feeling about and that I do have my heart and soul set on... If it's meant to be, I'll be leaving in August to a third world country for 27 months  as a PC volunteer. If it's not meant to be, then wherever I end up and whatever I end up doing.. it will be meant to be ....

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(But please cross your fingers for the PC :] )